Sitting here again
Same old song
Back to the beginning
When everything was perfect
Nothing ever seems the same
Time goes on by never ending
I feel like I'm standing still
Living with my eyes closed
Afraid to look and see
Reality
Nothing is suppose to change
Why do I feel this way?
Loving you is like a thorn of a rose
Turn back the clock
Rewind the tape
Reset the game
Back to the beginning
Where things were perfect
Shadows of Broken Dreams by ShadowThiefTwilight1, literature
Literature
Shadows of Broken Dreams
I haven't heard a word from you in a while
Silence would have broken me
But my heart has finally learned
That even though it's in love
I can shut you out
I love you
You love me
But it's not meant to be
Things keep on happening
Keeping us apart
I can take a hint and love from the dark
Your happiness means more to me
Than the tears that stain the paper
Or the pain that rips me in two
Never felt this way before
To love and never know
Isn't how the saying is suppose to go
To never love you would be easier
But too late for that, I see
There's always danger in letting your heart free
Vulnerability, invisibility
One more wish
Why can't he seem to understand that I can't be close?
Does he realize what it does to me to
be near him and know that I can't have him?
Hearing the way he laughs and the way he talks
Goes straight to my heart
I watch him smile and hide the pain away
He'll never be mine
There's always another girl in my place
I feel my heart fluttering
Tears welling up in my eyes
Love has come and left again
How I hate how high it makes me soar
'fore I plummet to depths never reached before
To be devoid of the feeling would be a curse but
For a moment, one sweet moment, be free of love's embrace
Seeing his face, hearing his laugh, watching
I feel so cold
As I stand alone
Nothing can hurt
As much as a broken heart
Long, forgotten wishes
Wasted copper in a fountain
Unheard, unknown, invisible
White, sandy beaches
Moonlight on the water
Foolish dreams aren't for me
Looking to the sky
As I feel like dying
The sea below calls
But I turn away
To face another flightless day
Nobody knows the pain I feel
The tears that fall in silence
That no one witnesses
I've been alone for so long
My wings have broken and I can no longer fly
I turn away from the darkening sky
The pain in my heart is intense
The loneliness is immense
No one walks beside me
My path is long and winding
Always flying free
Haunting melody by ShadowThiefTwilight1, literature
Literature
Haunting melody
A haunting melody whispering of things past
Tears have fallen and woes are gone
As I tried to forget what once was
Your shadow on my heart is painful still
But the storm clouds are gone
And the sun has come out again
Melody on the wind, trouble me not
I want to live my life without ghosts
Without cares, without regrets
Moving on I havent done
It seemed impossible but I have
Been granted a state of peace
Since you left, my world has been lightless
I thought I didnt need you
Oh how I was wrong
The rain has never stopped falling
I wanted to call you but felt ashamed
Ill never forget the call that winters
Sitting here again
Same old song
Back to the beginning
When everything was perfect
Nothing ever seems the same
Time goes on by never ending
I feel like I'm standing still
Living with my eyes closed
Afraid to look and see
Reality
Nothing is suppose to change
Why do I feel this way?
Loving you is like a thorn of a rose
Turn back the clock
Rewind the tape
Reset the game
Back to the beginning
Where things were perfect
Shadows of Broken Dreams by ShadowThiefTwilight1, literature
Literature
Shadows of Broken Dreams
I haven't heard a word from you in a while
Silence would have broken me
But my heart has finally learned
That even though it's in love
I can shut you out
I love you
You love me
But it's not meant to be
Things keep on happening
Keeping us apart
I can take a hint and love from the dark
Your happiness means more to me
Than the tears that stain the paper
Or the pain that rips me in two
Never felt this way before
To love and never know
Isn't how the saying is suppose to go
To never love you would be easier
But too late for that, I see
There's always danger in letting your heart free
Vulnerability, invisibility
One more wish
Why can't he seem to understand that I can't be close?
Does he realize what it does to me to
be near him and know that I can't have him?
Hearing the way he laughs and the way he talks
Goes straight to my heart
I watch him smile and hide the pain away
He'll never be mine
There's always another girl in my place
I feel my heart fluttering
Tears welling up in my eyes
Love has come and left again
How I hate how high it makes me soar
'fore I plummet to depths never reached before
To be devoid of the feeling would be a curse but
For a moment, one sweet moment, be free of love's embrace
Seeing his face, hearing his laugh, watching
I feel so cold
As I stand alone
Nothing can hurt
As much as a broken heart
Long, forgotten wishes
Wasted copper in a fountain
Unheard, unknown, invisible
White, sandy beaches
Moonlight on the water
Foolish dreams aren't for me
Looking to the sky
As I feel like dying
The sea below calls
But I turn away
To face another flightless day
Nobody knows the pain I feel
The tears that fall in silence
That no one witnesses
I've been alone for so long
My wings have broken and I can no longer fly
I turn away from the darkening sky
The pain in my heart is intense
The loneliness is immense
No one walks beside me
My path is long and winding
Always flying free
I had medicine I needed to pick up at the Keesler Air Force Base in Biloxi, MS. I drove two hours from Baton Rouge, picked it up, and then went on the short distance to Gautier to visit my grandmother.
I left about an hour or so afterwards. Soon after hitting I-10, I hit some very nasty weather. The rain started coming down in sheets, I could barely see, and I was passing a vehicle when I hit water.
I hydroplaned, spun a full 360 degrees, and slid off to the side of the road, the whole time screaming in sheer fucking terror because I honestly thought I was about to flip the Xterra over. Fortunately, no one hit me while I was do
Current Residence: California deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium Favourite genre of music: Anything Favourite photographer: Unknown Favourite style of art: Any Operating System: PS2 MP3 player of choice: MP3 Favourite anime character: Sephiroth, Reno, Cloud, Vincent, Chaos, Dark, Krad Personal Quote: cover the world in flames
Well, I'm back on Deviantart. It's been a while. I went to college after I graduated high school but went for one semester because I was going to boot camp at the end of the semester. I went into the Navy and graduated boot camp. Yay! Unfortunately, I was honorably discharged two weeks later due to a denail of a second hearing waiver (I had gone in with one because I have nerve damage in my right ear).
I got sent home on April Fools Day. Some joke. Hardy Har Har. I'm still not laughing.
I got a job working on the military base in the food court. I worked there for a year before some family issues had me moving across country to the sunny s
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